hysteria



Normal people call me Rosie or Erika. I'm 18 and I'm afraid of starfishes, so be nice and don't you dare use it against me. I'm lazy every afternoon and acting is my passion.

I'm a sophomore Biology student in University of Santo Tomas and I'll be a cardiologist or a neurologist... soon. Then I'll travel the world for the rest of my life and discover a cure for cancer. Crossed my fingers. :)

No, there isn’t.

It was only until today that I begin to realize, maybe, real love doesn’t exist. That it’s only fantasy. That it’s only something we see in the movies because they are written and directed in the most beautiful way. 

No, chivalry doesn’t exist. Men do not come as a ‘knight in shining armour’ costume. Men are real. Men, as typical as they are, need to be practical. They need to think of themselves before they could put other people first. It doesn’t make them a prince, it makes them existential. So therefore, there is no hero. 

No, ‘love at first sight’ does not exist. Because you cannot just look at somebody’s eyes and feel that the universe has been revolving in your own terms. You cannot see her future, nor yours. You can see dust and flaws and they will remain as your first impressions. So therefore, you cannot fall in love at once. 

No, there is no perfect couple. Couple fight. And even the most nonsense things are the causes of these fights. It’s not even reasonable. Talk about maturity. Insecure people.

Love… It remains a fantasy. Because what is love?

Love is spending the extra five minutes with the one. No one else comes first. 

Love is saving each other from troubles. You don’t want the one to get hurt, eh?

Love is trusting each other’s instincts. Because why else would you stay in love if you won’t have faith?

Love is all about maturity. You know you are when the most little things that bother do not need your arguments. 

What love is, I am yet to know. 

Maybe… in ten billion years.

It’s a carnival night with them people 🎉 Great way to begin summer! 💛

It’s a carnival night with them people 🎉 Great way to begin summer! 💛

Why can’t I?

Why can’t I just let them go? The insecurities, the pain, all the bullshit. 

Why can’t I just un-trust the people I thought would never hurt me?

Why can’t I just forget everything in the past?

Why can’t I just stop overthinking?

Why can’t I just be happy? I want to be happy. I want to be who I was before.

“Not to sound rude, but [acting] is stupid. Everybody’s like, ‘How can you remain with a level head?’ And I’m like, ‘Why would I ever get cocky? I’m not saving anybody’s life. There are doctors who save lives and firemen who run into burning buildings. I’m making movies. It’s stupid.’”

(via j-lawperfection)